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with masks on their noses, and then there was in the atmosphere this constant fear, and so
there came a suggestion to me; I began to ask myself: “Truly, what is this illness? What is
there behind this illness? What are the forces that are in this illness?” I came to the house, I
passed an hour there and I returned. And I returned with a terrible fever. I had caught it. It
came to you thus, without preparation, instantaneously. Illnesses, generally illnesses from
germs and microbes take a few days in the system: they come, there is a little battle inside;
you win or you lose, if you lose you catch the illness, it is not complicated. But there, you
just receive a letter, open the envelope, hop! puff! The next minute you have the fever. Well,
that evening I had a terrible fever. The doctor was called (it was not I who called him), the
doctor was called and he told me: “I must absolutely give you this medicine.” It was one of
the best medicines for the fever, he had just a little (all their stocks were exhausted, everyone
was taking it); he said: “I have still a few packets, I shall give you some” — ”I beg of you,
do not give it to me, I won’t take it. Keep it for someone who has faith in it and will take
it.” He was quite disgusted: “It was no use my coming here.” So I said: “Perhaps it was no
use!” And I remained in my bed, with my fever, a violent fever. All the while I was asking
myself: “What is this illness? Why is it there? What is there behind it?... “ At the end of the
second day, as I was lying all alone, I saw clearly a being, with a part of the head cut off,
in a military uniform (or the remains of a military uniform) approaching me and suddenly
flinging himself upon my chest, with that half a head to suck my force. I took a good look,
then realised that I was about to die. He was drawing all my life out (for I must tell you
that people were dying of pneumonia in three days). I was completely nailed to the bed,
without movement, in a deep trance. I could no longer stir and he was pulling. I thought:
now it is the end. Then I called on my occult power, I gave a big fight and I succeeded in
turning him back so that he could not stay there any longer. And I woke up.

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