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Namah                                  Vol. 29, Issue 4, 15th January 2021





        fulfilled and content and happy and joyous in  to the pain involved, or else we take it in
        a state of desiring, wanting, expecting others  the right attitude of that of a learner, toiling
        to fulfil their love. It also shows us how the  through, and learning through all the failures,
        desiring vital and other vibrations, like the  struggles, and follies, shamelessly moving
        vibration of desire, mixes itself in love and  forward. There comes the importance of taking
        complicates things.                      consciously all life as yoga. If I consciously
                                                 take all the life experiences as a way to unite
        The Mother talks about this in the Agenda:   myself with the summits of consciousness,
                                                 shedding veils of ignorance in the process, it
        “But then, the remarkable thing is that the  is impossible that at any step I would like to
        Vibration (what we could call the quality  stop and say, I give up. Such is the mystery of
        of the vibration that comes from the Lord)  this adventurous path towards purification. It
        is constructive: it constructs, it is peaceful  seems like suffering will not cease if I do not
        and luminous; while that other vibration, of  unite myself with higher and higher summits
        desire and such like, complicates, destroys  of consciousness. Such is the love the Divine
        and confuses, it twists things — confuses and  has for us, that it will not stop the process
        distorts them, twists them. And it takes away  of purification, making us the best possible
        the light: it makes for a dullness, which can be  versions of ourselves in the process of toil.
        intensified with violent movements to the point
        of very dark shadows. But even where there  Let us continue to be on this path of purification,
        is no passion, where passion doesn’t interfere,  and keep going further on this journey of
        that’s how it is. You see, the physical reality  union with our highest self, using every
        has become nothing but a field of vibrations  experience that comes on the way, as nothing
        mingling together and, unfortunately, clashing  but a raw material for progress. All the
        together too, in conflict with one another. And  innumerable experiences are very much
        the clash, the conflict, is the climax of that kind  required, as Mother says in her Prayers and
        of turmoil, of disorder and confusion created  Meditations (November 28, 1912):
        by certain vibrations, which are ultimately   “…..That is why it seems to me that the work
        vibrations of ignorance (they come because   must be long and slow even for the best and
        people don’t know, they are vibrations of   that striking conversions cannot be integral.
        ignorance), and are too small, too narrow, too   They change the orientation of the being, they
        limited — too short. The problem isn’t seen   put it definitively on the straight path; but truly
        from a psychological standpoint at all: it’s
        nothing but vibrations… (2).”


        I feel that it is our human journey, to begin from
        the base of human love, full of this mixture
        of wants, demands, desires, expectations,
        and then to suffer through them enough to
        get all of the mixture burnt, so that only
        pure Love remains. It is up to us, at which
        level we feel like stopping or give up owing


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