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Namah Thoughts, Feelings, Perceptions — Wave or Particle?

be that, to enter into contact with the greater no respite and I give them a particle reality,
Reality beyond and pervading the universe they become my sole reality, which is falsehood
which inhabits also our own being, to be in and hence makes me suffer.
communion with It and union with It, and a
turning, a conversion, a transformation of our Reversal of consciousness or a new birth
whole being as a result of the aspiration, the
contact, the union, a growth or waking into The Mother gives a very clear hint towards
a new becoming or a new being, a new self, a this shift of consciousness:
new nature (5).”
“….And when one is born into the spirit,
In the Hollywood movie, Groundhog Day (1993), it becomes something much more concrete,
the main character of the story goes around much more living, much more real, much more
repeating his way of looking at the world and tangible than the whole material world. And this
having the same season throughout the year, is what makes the essential difference between
the same pothole in which he falls every time, beings. When that becomes spontaneously real
until one day, when he becomes conscious that - the true, concrete existence, the atmosphere
he has a choice, and he steps aside from the one can freely breathe, then one knows one has
pothole, the seasons change, the day changes, crossed over to the other side. But so long as
and everything around also changes. it is something rather vague and hazy — you
have heard about it, you know that it exists,
If I shift my consciousness within, disengage but it has no concrete reality — well, this means
from the surface movements, people and that the new birth has not yet taken place. As
circumstances are also altered in some way. long as you tell yourself, “Yes, this I can see, this
We are all interconnected. As the Mother I can touch, the pain I suffer from, the hunger that
says, “All difficulties lie within us”; so we can torments me, the sleep that makes me feel heavy,
make first the shift in consciousness within, this is real, this is concrete..” (Mother laughs), that
as we become more convinced that trying to means that you have not yet crossed over to the
shift outer people and circumstances without other side, you are not born into the spirit (6).”
shifting our consciousness, is like banging our
head on the wall, in which a lot of wounding “….There is a moment — because it is a question
and unnecessary suffering is caused. which becomes more and more intense and
more and more acute — when you have even
When I shift my attention to the breath or become the feeling, precisely, that things are strange,
aware of the breath, which is there with me that is, they are not real; a moment comes
24/7, and knowingly stay with the breath, when this sensation that you have of yourself,
the mind comes back home, to the body, of being yourself, becomes strange, a kind of
rather than being dispersed in the forest of sense of unreality. And the question continues
thoughts. Now, the thought-forms appear coming up: “But then what is myself?” Well,
more like fleeting clouds, like more of a wave there is a moment when it comes up with so
character. While if my attention is always glued much intensity of concentration suddenly there
to the surface consciousness, ever-changing occurs a reversal, and then instead of being on
thoughts, feelings, sense-perceptions, I have this side you are on that side, and when you

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