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Namah                                    Sadhana Through Human Love
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        looking out in the forest for the source of  Saint Kabir states that the mind ran, ran
        it, while it is in his own very navel that the  and ran in all the directions it could run,
        fragrance comes from. Just like that Divine,  and wanted to run, but when it got tired of
        or Love, or Contentment or True happiness,  that running, it found that the very thing
        is in our own very body, but we don’t look  it was seeking by running, was found right
        within.                                  here within the being.

        Turning Within and Finding Love Within   When we become our own best friend, things
                                                 begin to change. In all my moods and ups
                                                 and downs and day-to-day moments of life,
                                                 people may not be around, I may not get help
                                                 from someone I love, but I can always be by
                                                 my side, and provide assistance to my own
                                                 self. I can, by being friends with myself, go
                                                 through all the loneliness, the wanting, the
                                                 seeking, the turmoil; just by giving myself
                                                 a good company, a lofty company, always
                                                 utilising my time to uplift myself higher and
                                                 deeper. And then a change can come in the
                                                 way I love.

                                                 Changing the way I love






        When, after running and wandering around
        a lot, getting wounded and tormented, I
        finally get convinced that what I am thirsty for
        cannot be found outside in the accumulation
        and possession of material things or persons.
        And knowing that it is impossible to possess  Earlier when I claimed, ‘I love you’ — it
        a person, I can turn within myself, having  mostly meant, I want this or that from you,
        faith that there must be some truth in what  please give me that fulfilment; and if you
        the Mystics and Seers have said through the  don’t, I get disappointed. Now, slowly,
        ages. The happiness that we seek outside,  as I become my own best friend, I know
        the love that we seek outside, is not outside,  that the fulfilment that I am seeking from
        but within.                              relationships can never come with my older
                                                 ways. I know that just like I am begging, all
        Daudat daudat daudiya, jeti mann ki daud,  others are begging too. I don’t want to inflict
        Daud thake mann sthir bhaya, to vastu thaur ki  this torture in the name of love, and poison
        thaur.                                   the name of love. I say to myself, that I am


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