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Namah                                                 Align Your Will





        our divided will is to unify the being itself:  of our will so the first step of our practice is to
                                                 orient our attention inside.We have to change
        “To learn how to will is a very important  direction. We have to withdraw from the
        thing and to will truly you must unify your  surface and firmly establish our camp inside.
        being. In fact to be a being one must first unify  Initially, it may seem like we are turning
        oneself. If one is pulled by absolutely opposite  our life upside-down! Every link in our
        tendencies, if one spends three-fourths of his  conditioning has so far reinforced us to live
        life withoutbeing conscious of himself and the  on the surface. It seems so natural. But truly
        reason why he does things, is one a real being?  it is the opposite. Living on the surface we are
        One does not exist. One is a mass of influences,  not much more than automatons. We need
        forces, actions, reactions, but that is not a being.  to find our true Self and become conscious
        One begins to become a being when he begins  of everything that is going on within.
        to have a will. And one can’t have a will unless
        he is unified.                           However, what we initially notice is not a
                                                 comfortable experience. If we enquire in a
        And when you have a will, you will be able to  sincere light, we recognise considerable discord
        say, say to the Divine: ‘I want what You want.’  and conflict. We see much division. How can a
        But notbefore that. Because in order to want  will base itself on so much confusion? However
        what the Divine wants, you must have a will,  we don’t shrink; we just see what is there. We
        otherwise you will have nothing at all (3).”   need to detach from what we see, otherwise we
                                                 will get sucked into this very disturbing play.
        In ‘The Book of Fate’ in Savitri, King Aswapati  We just stay present with what we observe.
        affirms that there is always a “Secret Will
        (4)”at work. Its labour goes largely unnoticed  In truth, we had always been aware of this noise
        for we live clouded in ignorance.  It is up  that keeps reverberating inside our head.  It
        to each of us to take off our blind folds and  can really get incessant. This commotion gets
        identify with it. Our gross senses will not  very disturbing and we reach a critical juncture
        be able to manage this; something radical to  when we realise that we have to address it.
        take over. Really, it is only the cloud of our  This is a decisive moment in the initiation. It
        ignorance that makes it secret. This Will is  is perhaps one major reason why many have
        one, supreme and indivisible and presides  embarked on this path in the first place. It is
        over the entire evolutionary process. By  however only part of a complex jigsaw. Deep
        identifying with it, we find our true anchor  down, there is an aspiration for a truer and
        in life. So in turn we have to unify our will  more fulfilling life.  We withdraw from the
        and make it one.It is our indispensable vehicle  surface and learn to detach and  by shifting
        for progress. So before all else on this path,  our attention more exclusively inside, these
        we have to align our will.               jarring vibrations start coming to the forefront
                                                 of our awareness. We learn to endure and
        Beginnings                               as these formations emerge, we step back
                                                 and place our station above them and simply
        This will bases itself upon a sustained inner  observe.
        presence. We aim to connect with the source


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