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Namah                                       The Gift of the Night School





        extreme end, result in nightmares or night  Once I told the Devil I was fine getting
        terrors. When the nightmarish content is met  bitten by the snake, the snake shot poison
        with samata, or spiritual equality — what has  into the eye of the woman next to me. She
        been cultivated in the waking hours — it  wasn’t gravely hurt though; later we were all
        transforms into a ‘dream experience’. I had  outside on the sidewalk, and she was tending
        such a dream experience recently with a being  to her eye, which was healing gradually.
        on the subconscient plane. On this particular
        night, I had asked for more consciousness as
        I fell asleep, and that I would make spiritual
        progress in my dreaming.


        I woke up in the middle of some kind of
        satanic underground bathhouse. A group of
        women, me being one of them, were soaking
        in a tub. The Devil, or some man who looked
        like him, announced that one of us was
        going to be sacrificed. He got closer to us  Was it that some other part of my being took
        in the tub, holding a huge black snake,  the hit for me after I calmly accepted the
        and zoomed in on me. The Devil said I’d  Devil’s threat, or was it some other woman
        been chosen, and now I was going to die  having her own dream inside of mine? The
        by the snake’s bite.                     Mother has described in her teachings on
        I think because I’d asked explicitly for  sleep how in dream experiences — which
        consciousness before I went to sleep, that  are different from common dreams — other
        instead of collapsing into fear, I told the  people who are having their own dreams can
        Devil that was just fine — I would die, and  show up in yours. Perhaps this figure was
        continue my spiritual work with the Mother  undergoing her own progress surrounding
        from the other side. I knew death wasn’t  her own fears and inner transformation.
        real, anyway. He looked at me quizzically…
                                                 Progress in Saadhanaa Through Different
        Now, this felt like a rare gift, to be so  Kinds of Dreams
        conscious in my dream and to implement
                 a
        the samata I’d been aspiring for in my waking  I woke up the following morning after the
        hours. For a few weeks before this dream,  dream with the Devil feeling calm, rather
        I’d been assaulted by inchoate, disjointed  victorious, like I had made an inner progress
        dreams, feeling jostled this way and that,  — unlike the previous morning, after another
        like a child almost in a helpless state. But  round of upsetting, mangled, emotional
        in this particular dream, samataa took hold  dreams on the vital plane that didn’t seem
        of me, and assumed its poise, which is to  to move me forward. It seemed at that point
        know that whatever is happening here is the  like I had been having these kinds of dreams
        Divine Lila (the play of the Supreme), and that  for weeks.
        beyond our material life is eternity and the
        Light.                                   Such chaotic, subconscious or vital dreams


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