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Namah                       Reversal of Consciousness: What does it Mean?





        reversal, a radical reversal has happened, and  a peaceful me, so my life remains a misery.
        you can no longer recognise your older self  While as the Mother says, every time we
        — full of all of these things that now really  understand something fully, from its root,
        appear as anomalies. Just like a seasoned  in its depths, then as if something in our
        player would not be able to play a wrong  being crystallises, the wisdom that comes
        move consciously. The right moves are in  forth through the understanding becomes a
        his blood. He is choiceless now, but he had  crystal in us, it crystallises, solidifies, becomes
        to put in a lot of effort to reach this state of  a part of our outer nature, our physical being.
        being supremely good at his sport. He has
        paid the cost for it, with hours and hours of  “But if you are able, even for half an hour,
        sweat and training, and enduring all of that.  to concentrate your attention on things that
                                                 seem to you of very little interest, like a rule of
        A new nature doesn’t come easy. New  grammar, for example (the rules of grammar
        consciousness doesn’t come for free. We have  are some of the dry things I was speaking
        to pay the price. But no matter what price we  about, there are other things much more
        pay, it is worth it. Why? Because we have  arid, but indeed the rules of grammar are
        nothing to lose really. All that we lose is the  sufficiently arid), if you take one of them and
        falsehood, and all that we gain within is our  try to understand it — not learn it by heart
        true self, which now can become unmasked,  and apply mechanically what you have learnt
        after the filth is cleared. We all deserve it. It  by heart, that will be of no use — but try to
        is our birthright, and it is for this that we  understand the thought behind the words:
        are born.                                “Why was this rule formulated in this way?”
                                                 and try to find out your own formula for the
        “All that denies must be torn out and slain  thing; that is so interesting. “Why has this
        And crushed the many longings for whose sake   gentleman who wrote this rule written it in this
        We lose the One for whom our lives were made   way? But I am studying, trying to understand
        (3).”                                    why. Why has he put this word after that and
                                                 that word after that other, and why has he
                                                 stated the rule in this way? It is because he
                                                 thought that it was the most complete and the
                                                 most clear way of expressing the thing.” And
                                                 so that’s the thing you must find. And when
                                                 you find it, you suddenly exclaim: “That is
                                                 what it means! It must be seen in this way, then
                                                 it becomes very clear.”

                                                 I am going to explain it to you: when you have
        We are crystallising within us, anything  understood, it forms a little crystal in you, like
        that we practise. If I practise anger, and  a little shining point. And when you have put
        all the rest of the items on the bouquet of  in many, many, many of these, then you will
        ego, they crystallise in me, and become me.  begin to be intelligent (4).”
        And by their very nature, they cannot make


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