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Namah                                               Expanding through pain

easily erode this natural trust. Each of us relies  If there is already a physical flaw, it will only
on our body but this intrusion threatens the        augment this inherent weakness and the
very connection itself. The mind may even           onset of pain will multiply. Pain is always a
come to regard the body as its chief tormentor      reminder that our inner and outer work is
and everything will then go awry. The               not yet finished. Outside intrusions will
different sides of our nature will start            always knock on our doors but, as long as
sparring and colliding; all inner harmony           the surface nature presides, this improper
will then be lost. A schism will set in, bringing   reception to them will persist and lead to pain.
ill-health and misery in its wake.                  This is why the discovery of something still
                                                    more subliminal than these parts, namely our
Nature of pain                                      soul, provides the key that unlocks all the
                                                    doors, not least to pain. If one lives in the
I find that pain proliferates in closed spaces.     consciousness of the soul, pain becomes the
This applies as much to psychological pain          sweetest ecstasy. The soul has the ability to
as bodily pain. When facing it, the being           master and expand our entire being to
shrinks. On a physical level the nerves shrink;     limitless dimensions.There can be no greater
indeed every part of our frame shrinks. If it       panacea to pain. We should be realistic
persists long enough, one invariably loses          though. This realisation may take many years
weight.Everything becomes as tight as a             to arrive. However, in the meantime, we have
drum. The nerves need to unclench and               always the opportunity to expand.
expand. The whole being needs to relax.
                                                    Finding our soul is one matter and the search
The prospect arises when our nature gets too        may prove elusive at times, but we can at least
congested inside. When its different parts get      attend to our nature. Actually I feel that the
entangled it provides a seed for pain to sprout     two processes come hand in hand. The
and eventually come forward. If its circuitry       process of finding our soul will slowly but
becomes overloaded with inrushes from               surely unfold if our sincerity is strong. The
outside, pain ensues. The same thing can            work is a little like keeping our garden in
bring pleasure or pain. Indeed both these two       order. As the beds and flowers become more
features are also the ‘same thing’: they are        neatly arranged, it encourages the sun to shine
only deformations and conceal the true              forth over the entire space. But we can only
foundation of Enanda, the essential backdrop        put things in order if we expand first. By
of all existence (1). So the fate just lies in the  expanding, we build a wonderful immunity
manner of our reception:                            to pain. By becoming vast, there is nowhere
                                                    for it to lurk and hide. In addition, by
“It is the incompleteness and weakness of           expanding, we can take a pro-active role in
the Consciousness-Force manifested in the           our healing. We become more conscious of
mental, vital and physical being, its inability     the role that each part of our nature has to
to receive or refuse at will, or, receiving, to     take in this wonderful play.These different
assimilate or harmonise the contacts of the         facets become easier to distinguish and
universal Energy cast upon it, that is the          enhance our knowledge. Our inner condition
cause of pain and suffering (2).”                   becomes more transparent. Things become

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