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Namah                                          Surrender Each Moment





        You can do this practice on your own or in  aspirations, desires, outer pursuits, relation-
        small groups where the experience for each  ships, works and so on to the Divine and its
        could be more tangible and palpable, as all  Creative Force? Very few of us remember to
        are paying attention to the same practice.  do the sadhana of offering in real time. Very
                                                 few of us, in the moment when a fear grips
                                                 us, a depression sucks us, a doubt stirs, or
                                                 emotional memories surge, actually become
                                                 aware of these states and offer them to the
                                                 Divine, to be taken up for transformation.

                                                 While doing the saadhanaa of surrender, how
                                                 close do we feel the Divine within, above,
                                                 below or around us? Who do we feel is doing
                                                      a
                                                           a
                                                 this sadhana? What are we aware of primarily
                                                 — our experiences or the divine Presence?
                                                 For most of us, we will feel a sense of our
        Negation of surrender                    individual self, the ‘I’ doing something
                                                 with a surrendered poise to touch the
        Let us begin a deeper reflection through this  Divine. This still is a part of the negation
        quote by the Mother:                     of surrender, even mentally if we remind
                                                 ourselves that as sincere children of the
        “You see, the mass is still under the great rule  Divine Mother we need to do our effort
        of Nature. I am referring to mental humanity,  and aspire. Yet it is the Divine Mother
        predominantly mental, which developed the  who is primarily doing the saadhanaa in us,
        mind but misused it and immediately set out  according to each of our capacities. She
        on the wrong path — first thing.         brings us to the greater depths that we
                                                 don’t have direct access to. Even if we take
        “There is nothing to say since the first thing  surrender as a faith, bringing in the aspect
        done by the divine forces which emanated  of love to remind us that it is the Divine
        for the Creation was to take the wrong path!’  who is actually doing the practice in us, we
        That is the origin, the seed of this marvelous  can swing more to the side of absolute trust
        spirit of independence — the negation of  in the sacredness of surrender. Though the
        surrender, in other words. Man said, ‘I have  Divine Mother does not need our will and
        the power to think; I will do with it what I  can anyway act and mould us, surrender
        want, and no one has the right to intervene. I  makes the process more harmonious, joyful
        am free, I am an independent being, IN- DE-  and conscious.
        PEN-DENT! So that’s how things stand: we
        are all independent beings (1)!”         It is love that will help us to expand and
                                                 widen our consciousness, to feel the Divine
        How many seconds in a day are we consciously  and aspire to connect to the Divine. It is love
        in a state of surrender? Do we actually  that will help us to aspire to go beyond what
        remember to offer our inner experiences,  we are holding now, to wish that we embody


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