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Namah Cancer: a cheap bargain

Inner guidance at work adventure, full of joy which is not dependent
on people and external circumstances to
It seems to me that once stabilised in or at proceed in a certain way. A joy which does
least aware of our truth, our psychic presence, not give in to the demands of the vital and the
the only way is to go forward and deeper. A surface mind. Even if it does, it is reclaimed
reversal to fall back into the lower states of quickly. Every outer signal, experience or
consciousness run by patterns of the mind stimulus is an invitation to go deeper within.
and wants of the vital is not possible. And Nowhere, but within.
once the anchoring has happened, a life full
of enthusiasm, a life full of service for the I have been blessed to have two little children,
higher, a life full of challenges for the self to who are harbingers of light every now and
deepen the inner work, and a life full of joy, then in their own innocent ways. It is not that
is what is possible. I never stray from my path. It is just that I
get back very easily and quickly, intimately
Divine Grace is guiding everyone at each basking in my inner light. It is as if I have
moment, it is in the hands of our free-will become a servant of the Inner Guide. It is
to listen to it or block its path and be deaf and only now, in this newfound joy of being, that
insensitive. I had been deaf, blind and insensitive. I love being around children and can care for
But I wonder if I could ever visit those lanes again them, can enjoy the tiny moments with them
for no matter how many difficulties I have to go and not hurry to become something in future.
through, there is a knowing that I must abide I see that through my children I have been
in the psychic forever. able to learn so much. As if through them, I
am entering into a new World, a dimension
I have remained in good emotional, mental which I could not have imagined to ever visit.
and physical health since 2016. With the How they live so fully those tiny moments of
guidance of the Grace, I have been shown the the day! How they are innately guided to act
path to serve the vision of Sri Aurobindo and and how dangerous it can be for a caregiver
the Mother. It just happened by itself, as time to be overtly directive towards them, which
passed. I feel extremely blessed to be on this only regresses their innate intelligence.
path and look forward to the opportunities
for further service. I have slowed down from the pace of my
life and learnt to live each day as it comes,
Life is lighter now. There is virtually no anchoring within time and guided by the
mental burden. Also there is a sensitivity vision of the Mother and Sri Aurobindo. For
towards the burden, in a sense that as soon this life is extremely precious. And anything
as the burden enters, I can see it and let it go. is a cheap bargain to realise the preciousness
I have been shown that no mental burden is of this human birth.
worth carrying on this delicate path.
“The secret is to emerge from the ego, out of its
Life ahead prison, unite ourselves with the Divine, merge
into him, not to allow anything to separate us
With the new-found focus within, each day is an from him. Once one has discovered this secret

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