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Namah Vol. 24, Issue 4, 15th January 2017

for transformation. The very nature of the bound to percolate down to the lowest parts.
body determines the type of transformation It sometimes happens unnoticed but if one
that has to unfold. I find this such a truth to is awake the effect is much more conclusive.
comprehend when I find it so often in the
greatest difficulty! However, it is always Recently I had a feeling of thousands of tiny,
the spirit which defines the body, and not obscure granules shaking and separating from
the body itself, as is commonly understood, deep down inside. The whole episode shook
and one must be persevering and patient me to the core. At the time and immediately
in allowing this true light to step forward. afterwards, it was like having a food mixer
When the instrument becomes conscious, switched on at high velocity inside. I felt
it identifies with its true master and user. dreadful: low energy, agitated mind and
The process of transformation demands us with all these dark negative patterns swirling
to make them one. around inside, unable to find a place to settle
and not knowing where to go.This sensation
The subconscious continued almost for an entire day but a
beautiful clarity and refined energy awaited
The Truth can sometimes have a shattering me when I awoke the following morning. It
effect. In one blow, all past formations was a cleansing.
are demolished. It raises also that silt that
accumulates at the bottom of our nature. Creating an individual
These elements come down from regions
which are very difficult to identify and I believe that as long as the self-giving is
interpret. However, the human being is driven sincere and true, we have just to mind our
to a very great extent by these subconscious nature. We have to keep our stable clean. That
impulses. Its body wriggles about in a snare is our only look-out. The change will come
of subconscious habits; its emotional reactions automatically if one refers continually to the
are but a reflex of this repetitive force. It psychic truth inside. This is the true agent of
cannot claim true individuality as long as it change and the true individual that is present
is controlled by this shadow. in all of us. At the point from where we first
surrender to it, to constantly referring to it in
If one is sincere in this work, this sediment all our inner movements and outer actions,
must never be allowed to settle; it needs to be our speech and our silence, when we rise and
disturbed as frequently as possible. However when we sleep, it gradually steps forward
this process can never be forced and it is and becomes increasingly individualised.
not advisable to preconceive it. When one Our nature starts to merge more into it. The
is ready, the force of the saadhanaa will start spirit behind the outer form starts to truly
to do its work. It is a process which, given shine. One becomes more vast and free; there
time, naturally arises and if one remains is a greater feeling of health, abundance and
attentive, one gets a sense of where and well-being. The process behind can take the
when the process is underway. It is a matter form of detailed inner work. Indeed, I find
of opening integrally to higher realms of it helps to unravel the knots hidden inside
consciousness and light. Sooner or later, it is my nature. But it is not something we can

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