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Namah Cancer: a chance to recognise the disharmony...

state, I instantly connected with the Rain of the feel that faith in the body that ‘All is taken care
ever-present Grace. Whatever resistances where of.’ That intense experience made me drop my
there, they had to be let go of, and I needed to fear of undergoing the two surgeries that were
become porous to absorb this Grace, that was now required in order to be well. I had the most
ever-present in abundance. I remember how wonderful and spiritual time in the hospital
I felt completely soaked in that Rain of Grace during those two surgeries. I had humour and
and as if absorbing it in my cells, and thereby a strong divine connection to sledge me ahead
removing the fear and anxiety and restlessness during that seemingly challenging phase.
by an overflow of the Rain of Grace.
Stillness and surrender

“Peace and stillness are the great remedy for
disease. When we can bring peace in our cells
we are cured.

“Catch hold of a peace deep within and push it
into the cells of the body. With peace will come
back health. Any agitation, any narrowness
prolongs the illness (6).”

This and one other experience with my mentor, Having touched upon something very peaceful,
told me surely that this was the way to go which felt like a part of me and yet not a part of
forward. me at the same time, I have held on to it as a
lifelong commitment. For a regular terminology, I
“The first contact with inner joy, inner beauty, refer to this as ‘unconditional love towards oneself,
the inner light, the first contact with that, which or maintaining one’s Inner Sanctity, my sole
suddenly makes you feel, ‘Oh! That is what I priority in life is being a vigilant guard to my
want,’ you must cultivate it, never forget it, hold inner peace and nothing else.
it constantly before you, tell yourself, ‘If I have felt
it once, so I can feel it again.’ And encourage the Somehow there was a deep knowing that I
body to seek it, with the confidence that it carries ought to reside in that stillness, that peace
the possibility within itself and that if it calls for that I had had a glimpse of. If I could feel
it, it will come back, it will be realised again (4).” it once, I can feel it more often and thereby
increase the time I spend under its umbrella.
“If one takes care not to pervert it, the body For it centred me, saved my energy from
carries within itself the certitude of victory. dissipating through the outbound senses. It
Cultivate this certitude instead of destroying also gave me insights, many of which I would
it. The body carries within itself the sense of forget when I came out of that state if I hadn’t
its divinity. This is what you must try to find noted them down in the first place.
again in yourself if you have lost it (5).”
“Do not love your ill health and the ill health
Since that experience, it has been a practice to will leave you (7)”

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